Thursday, December 20, 2007

A pleasant morning surprise

This morning a huge bouquet of flowers (orchids) was delivered to our office, with a card signed anonnymously. It also made a reference to a past blog entry of mine (which meant he has read/reads my blog).

This is the first someone gaveme flowers. I'll admit, it feels nice (kilig, even) to receive flowers (despite girls saying that they didn't want to) and I would like to thank him, whoever my mysterious flower-giver is, for it .

I have been up to my neck with work the past couple of weeks, and I am this close in becoming an image model for Stresstabs (the BEFORE model). This little surprise sure is a welcome break from all the stressors here in the office.

What can I say? The Lord sure knows how to make a girl smile

Wow ang... gulo ng work station ko

Who could this be from?

Friday, July 06, 2007

Haha, I took the RIGHT course in college!

You scored as English/Journalism/Comm, You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in Communication, English, Film, Journalism, Literature, or Writing.

It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.

Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.

English/Journalism/Comm

81%

History/Anthropology/LiberalArts

69%

Religion/Theology

69%

Visual&PerformingArts

63%

French/Spanish/OtherLanguage

56%

Biology/Chemistry/Geology

50%

PoliticalScience/Philosophy

50%

Psychology/Sociology

50%

HR/BusinessManagement

44%

Education/Counseling

44%

Physics/Engineering/Computer

44%

Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health

31%

Accounting/Finance/Marketing

19%

Mathematics/Statistics

0%

WHAT MAJOR IS RIGHT FOR YOU?
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Tuesday, June 19, 2007

How much of the Philippines have you visited?


My Lakbayan grade is C!

How much of the Philippines have you visited? Find out at Lakbayan!

Created by Eugene Villar.

Friday, May 18, 2007

When Your Spouse is Hotter than You

I stumbled upon this TIME Magazine article talking about, of all things, "inter-facial" marriage, or when one's spouse is "hotter" than the other.

Herself a 'victim' of such a union, the author listed down a couple of "challenges that scummy-yummy couples must deal with to survive."

Funny!

Monday, May 14, 2007

I Don't Deserve You

A couple of weeks ago I discovered that two of the closest people to me have been lying for so long. It may seem to be a small thing, but a lie is a lie, and I was hurt. Deeply hurt. I confronted them about this, expecting at least a simple explantion why they did it, but instead they hid in fear and never talked to me again. I tried to contact them, but it seemed like they were swallowed by the earth whole.

It is difficult to accept it when someone lies to you, betrays you. All the more when that someone happens to be a person you care so much for. At that moment I felt like an anvil was tied to my heart and thrown from the helipad of a tall building (imagine Wile E Coyote, succeeding for the first time). It also makes forgiving much more difficult, as well, for trust has been breached.

But as the Lord has forgiven my trespasses, I had to forgive them, painful as it may be. But it's true that forgiving is freeing; the huge weight in my chest was lessened significantly after that decision. But there inside me I still wanted to know why (if I were a cat, I will be killed by now).

Weeks passed without a single explanation, though I emailed them an assurance that they are forgiven. If it is the Lord's will that we part ways after/because of this, then I wish them all the luck and love of God. They apologized, though they can't explain why.

But as in all circumstances, the Lord's ways are not ours.

Yesterday one of my friends messaged me and my friend Nadine (she knows them also) over YM, out of the blue. He apologized for the lies, and told us why they did it. Our other friend, he said, started going back to church, in fears of having a permanent pad in the ninth circle in hell (Revelations 21 struck him really bad). It actually took him (the one I was talking to) lots of courage (and a swig of whiskey, I think) to type H-E-Y in the window. Both of them were really repentant and sorry for the offense, and he can't believe it when, instead of cursing them to the depths of hell, we actually said we missed them and we love them, for they had been brothers to us.

"You are crazy girls. I don't deserve you."

I also tell the Lord the same thing. "You must be sumkindava crazy for loving me still despite all my foolishness. I don't deserve it." He is more than willing to extend that love to me all the days of my life. And for that I am extremely grateful.

All's well that ends well.

Moral of the story? All that happens is part of a greater plan, the parts of which reveal itself in due time. We just had to faithfully wait for that time, and have confidence in Him that He will push through. Forgiveness is good. Pain is inevitable, we will all go through some form of it, but in the end we will rejoice in victory.

As for these two friends of mine, I am just happy that we are ok now. Guess I can't get rid of them that easily.

Saturday, April 28, 2007

Bio-kick! Bio-sword! Bio-gesic!

Happiness!

I just found out that there are complete Bioman and Maskman episodes on YouTube!
(Now, if any of you can say where I can get cheap DVDs, that'll be lovely!)

In the meantime, I'll settle with what I have!

Childhood regression once again! :D

Click HERE to watch the YouTube videos :D Enjoy!


Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Twisted Ankle

It was another Tuesday night, and I was on my way to prayer
meeting from work. To go to the jeep terminal I had to cross the bright
pink-and-blue structures that’s smack in the middle of the busy Aurora Ave-EDSA
intersection. A lethal combination of tiredness, sleepiness, stress and
‘daydreaming while walking’ made me miss the last step down and twist my ankle.



Fortunately I fell on my knees, instead of on my face. It
was hard to stand up (coz my ankle started swelling up then), and I just tried
to laugh it off while saying a silent prayer for protection from snatchers and
the well being of my ankle. I slowly made my way to a waiting jeep, and made it
to the meeting.



Every now and then we hit a snag in our daily routine that
makes us fall on the ground: a nasty breakup, you lose your job, you fail an
exam or you lose a loved one. The burden that we feel seems so heavy that we
sometimes feel that we cannot recover from that fall anymore.



But we CAN recover. Eventually, we will rise from our
situations triumphant over our adversities. That’s a promise. And the Lord
doesn’t make promises that He does not keep.



The suffering won't last forever. It won't be
long before this generous God who has great plans for us in Christ—eternal and
glorious plans they are! —will have you put together and on your feet for good.
(1 Peter 5:10, The Message, emphasis added)


Sunday, April 22, 2007

The One I Asked the Lord For

As a single person, it is most frustrating to be surrounded by couples everyday, while you tread along by your lonesome, wondering where you can find that other single person that will “complete you”. Your heart longs for someone who will hold your hand while you walk, look into your eyes lovingly and tell you how beautiful you are, even though you feel like you look like a hag.

It doesn’t help that relatives bug you why, at your age now, you are still unattached, blaming it on your physical appearance or your standards (high or otherwise), followed by threats of being left behind by your peers, or the expiration of your egg cells (for women), and a bleak future of dying alone, old and sagging and sad.

Sounds familiar, doesn’t it? YES, and one more question about my singleness and I’m gonna run out screaming, you say.

Tell me about it.

I have never had a boyfriend. Ever. And yes, I admit, it sucks at times. I’ve cried out to the Lord a lot of nights, asking why I have not found “the one”, why I don’t get flowers on Valentine’s Day, why no guy asks me out for a date. It even occurred to me that probably I might live my whole life single (considering the number of close relatives I have who are bachelors and old maids). It decreased my self-confidence, made me bitter, scared, and made me lower my standards.

One night I was praying, and I was talking to Him again about my love life (or lack thereof). I had just renewed my acceptance of Jesus and was rebuilding my relationship with Him, and was telling Him what I wanted in a partner, and noticed a change in my ‘preferences’. As I live a new life in the Lord and in His service, I want my future hubby to put the Lord first, above all else, and should be passionate about Him and, hopefully, serves Him also. I realized that if a man has those qualities, all the other nice things would follow (kindness, thoughtfulness, chivalry, etc). Of course, being good-looking won’t hurt, also, I told Him.

I have been asking for a man with those qualities, a man who will be worthy of my hand, whom I can look up to, respect, serve, love and adore. I’d like to call him “Sam” from Samuel, which meant “I have asked him from the Lord” (1 Samuel 1: 20b). This is what his mother Hannah decided to name him, after she, a barren woman, asked the Lord for a child, and He heard her cry.

I asked, “Lord how is Sam doing? How did his day go? When can I meet him?”

All I got was, “WAIT.”

And so I wait. As of today, there’re still no flowers delivered, no phone calls, no propositions. But I still continue to pray for this man, whom I believe exists. And every day the Lord assures me of this man’s existence, of how He is using this man in His service, molding him to be the worthy partner for me, the more I praise the Lord’s name, and grow to love ‘him’. Yes, I love this man, even if I don’t know him yet. And I’d like to believe that he loves me as well. But for now, he still has a lot of work to do for the Lord. And so do I. I am looking forward for that day that I will meet Sam face to face.

"But than anything else, put God's work first and do what he wants. Then the other things will be yours as well" Matthew 6:33 (Contemporary English Version)

Thursday, April 19, 2007

Countryside development

Today is my fifth day as a banker. (Well, not in very strict terms, but I do work in a bank, you see. Does that still count?)

Anyway, I started last Friday (the 13th!) at the Corporate Affairs Department of LANDBANK. I never thought I would actually use my Civil Service Eligibility certification.

So far, so good. I get to write here. A lot. Sometimes I do more than that. Corporate communications has a lot of demands, especially if you're doing it for a company as big as this one. Busy, busy, busy.

I am enjoying it :)

My colleagues (led by my boss) are nice, accomodating, patient and, most important of all, crazy. My kinda crowd :p hehe

Now, my rural banks and cooperatives are waiting for me.

Saturday, April 14, 2007

Photoshop Love II

"Golden Girl"

"Dreamhouse"

"Terno"

Sunday, April 08, 2007

Photoshop Love


"At Home"

"The Door"



Tuesday, February 13, 2007

P4.56

It was kinda late and my colleagues and I were still in the office, finishing up work (as usual). And since we have not eaten out for the longest time (plus our tummies were on the brink of a revolution) we decided to have dinner out.

I asked if we can pass by an ATM first so I can get money to finance our impromptu thing (and my wallet’s as empty as my stomach). But no ATM was in sight nearby, so one of them paid for my food for the meantime (Lord bless her a thousand fold!). All was well, and the food was yummy.

I hitched a ride with another colleague who lives in Katipunan (I was planning to take a jeep to Cubao from Katipunan instead, coz I didn’t want to endure the long bus ride along EDSA). Still looking for an ATM machine, we decided to withdraw at the one beside Shoppersville.

I almost fainted when the machine ejected my card but no cash came out. When I checked my balance (before withdrawing from the ATM, always check your balance first) I only have P4.56 in my account!

Blessings in disguise

With that amount, and only twelve pesos in my coin purse, I almost considered walking home. But my angel, disguised as my co-worker, lent me money (Lord bless her a thousand fold!).

This incident brought to mind the sparrows and the wild flowers (Matthew 6: 31-32). They don’t worry where they’ll get their survival necessities for the Lord provides for them. If they are taken care of every day, what more am I, an adopted child of the King?

Of course, lessons are to be had from this. For one, I should start managing my finances (seriously).

Second, is that the Lord takes care of us. Always. Just when we are in the brink of falling off that edge of despair and hopelessness, He scoops us up just in time. During times when we think He is not around, He is behind us, ready to enter the picture at our first cry for help. And he does this through a variety of ways.

In my case, it was through co-workers, whose generosity made me see the night and days through (at least before the 15th). It made me see that every circumstance is a “blessing opportunity”, where one stands the chance to receive blessings, if only they attune themselves to receiving it. I remember a pastor teaching on perception; the only thing the devil can’t take away from us during adverse moments is how we perceive such moment. In simpler terms, it pays to be optimistic.

Give ‘til it hurts

My friends’ generosity has also brought into mind the same act by the Good Samaritan, in which he extended generosity to someone whom he don’t even know. It entailed sacrifice on the Samaritan’s part, much as it entailed some sacrifice on my friends’ when they helped me out. It has to “hurt” at some point. But they love me that’s why they did it (and they’re reading this entry right now. Hehehe!)

It is said that we are blessed so that we may be able to share these blessings to others. It is nice to receive, but it is better to give, knowing that the your ‘loss’ is another one’s ‘gain’.

We are all called to extend this act of generosity to everyone. And generosity does not translate to financial or material things only. You may give your time (listening to a friend, accompanying them somewhere, etc) or talent (helping with a project, entertaining a lonely friend, etc). The possibilities are endless (as long as it’s for the other person’s betterment).

So now, I praise and thank the Lord, for my friends, for their generosity and friendship *insert “Maalaala Mo Kaya” theme here*

As for me, I better budget (take note not “budget better”) my money.