Monday, October 24, 2005

Fast Feet!




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Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Pursuing God's Best with Passion

"I am the Lord your God, who teaches you what is best for you, who directs you in the way you should go." Isaiah 48:17 NIV

I was having a heart- to-heart talk with one of my sons recently, and I was encouraging him to not only pray for God's will for his life and circumstances, but to pray for God's absolute best. I told him how years ago, the Lord began dealing with me in this area, and challenging me to become all that He created me to be, and to accomplish all that He called me to do. I began thinking about how different my life would be today, if I hadn't made the decision to passionately pursue God's best in every area of my life. Perhaps I'd be working in a travel agency, like I did so many years ago. I might have been content doing that, to some extent, although I know in my heart that I'd never feel fulfilled--not because there's anything wrong with working in a travel agency, but because I know now that it wasn't God's best for me. And I shudder to think about all the lives I would have missed out on touching, if I settled for less than the Lord's best for my life.

The Bible makes it clear that our God earnestly desires to help us receive His best for our lives. But it also reveals that there are some things we need to do to cooperate with Him in this process. First and foremost, we need to have a sincere reverence for God, His Word, and His ways. Psalm 25:12 (TLB) says: "Where is the man who fears the Lord? God will teach him how to choose the best." As we humble ourselves before the Lord on a daily basis, seeking His will in every situation and circumstance, He will teach us to choose His best every time. Keeping an open and obedient heart when we pray for God's best is absolutely essential. Isaiah 1:19-20 (NIV) says: "'If you are willing and obedient, you will eat the best from the land; but if you resist and rebel, you will be devoured by the sword.' For the mouth of the Lord has spoken." Having a rebellious spirit will not only keep us from God's best, but it will ultimately destroy us. We don't have to look very far to see the evidence of this problem all around us, even among Christians. Jesus wants, not only to be our personal Savior so that we can go to heaven when we die, but He desires to be the Lord of every area of our lives while we are here on this earth. One reason for that is because He wants us to receive His absolute best in this life, as well as in the next. Some Christians doubt that there is a "best pathway" for each of our lives, but Scripture reveals that there is. Psalm 32:8-9 (NLT) says: "The Lord says, 'I will guide you along the best pathway for your life. I will advise you and watch over you. Do not be like a senseless horse or mule that needs a bit and bridle to keep it under control.'" Very often, those who resist the idea that God has a unique, specific plan for their lives have a problem with pride. Their refusal to submit to God's control dooms them to look back on their lives in later years with painful regret over what might have been. Last, but not least, we need to maintain a worshipful attitude throughout the day, every day. Psalm 34:9 (MSG) says: "Worship God if you want the best; worship opens doors to all His goodness."

I encourage you to seek the Lord about how you can pray for His best in every situation, as well as in every area of your life. I like to put some of the Scriptures I just mentioned in prayer form: "Lord, make me willing and obedient that I may eat the best from the land." And I also use other verses to petition God for His best: "Lord, I pray that no matter what I plan, no matter what anyone else plans for me, that You will direct my steps and make them sure, and that Your highest purposes will prevail in every area of my life, and in every matter that concerns me." (Proverbs 16:9, Proverbs 19:21) I also ask God to guide me by praying: "Lord, shut against me every door that it's not Your perfect will and pleasure for me to enter, and open wide before me every door that it IS Your perfect will and pleasure for me to enter, and help me to enter it at the right time, and in the right way." By praying prayers like these with sincerity, I am submitting myself to the Lord's will, and showing Him that I really do want His best for my life. I don't believe that I would have a ministry that touches the lives of thousands of people on a regular basis today, if it weren't for my passionate pursuit of God's highest and best. Ask yourself today, "Just how much will I miss out on in this life, if I fail to pray and believe God for His best?"

Lord, teach me how to desire and pursue Your best for me in every area of my life. Remind me that You don't expect perfection, but only cooperation. Thank You that as I refuse to settle for less than Your best, You will guide me and guarantee my success!

from JesusFreakHideout Devotional

Saturday, October 08, 2005

Raul

My dad broke to us the news that Raul, a cousin of mine, confined in a hospital, is nearing death. Sad news, isn't it? Not for me.

You see, this cousin of mine is no ordinary cousin. He is a major pain in the butt. He is more than ten years older than I am, and he grew up in my paternal grandma's house because his mom is, well, a crazy (literally) vagabond. He was with them since he was a toddler, and my dad and his brothers really grew fond of him. The family provided for him like they would the other children. They gave him everything he needed, sent him to school. Everything came to him on a silver platter.

But he got hooked to his barkada and to drugs. He stopped going to school, stole valuable items in my grandma's house and sells them to sustain his addiction. He'll create commotions to scare my grandma into giving him money. When the money well dried up he became a drug pusher.

All the years of addiction and starvation eventually led him to lose his wits. Until the baranggay was forced to bring him to the hospital, the special one in Mandaluyong.

That story isn't the whole of Raul's life. It doesn't even scratch the surface. But all his years his life turned for the worse. There will be times that he will sober up and be all nice and good, even becoming a tricycle driver so that he could at least provide for himself.

I grew up knowing the bad Raul. My parents always reminds me to be cautious of the guy, to avoid him every moment I can. Eventually I came to fear him. And as he lay there at this moment on his deathbed, it is my fears that has numbed my heart.

Everytime I will hear him shouting and screaming and demanding money from my grandma, or hear newa that he has been causing trouble somewhere in the baranggay or in another place, I always wish that he is dead. He is better off dead. Better for him, and especially better for us. Good riddance, I would always think. And now that he is near death's door, I still feel the same way.

I don't know if you have felt the way I am feeling now: wishing someone be dead and not feeling a bit of remorse or guit over it. But I do. Once there was a rumor that he died of drug overdose, I wasn't happy but I wasn't mourning either. I was a stone. I was blank. I was really hoping he was dead, but it was a false alarm.

I wish our story has a happy ending. I wish he has repented from his ways and lived a better life early on, got married and had kids. But no. He chose to live that way. In the end it will be him that will decide his fate. We can't force a way of life on him. I still think he is better off dead and be over with all the hardships he's going through (or made himself to go through), and stop the headache and fear that he inflicted us all these years.

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

RE-POST: Looking for God in Harry Potter

I got this article in Christianity Today. It is pretty interesting, if you ask me :)

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Harry Beasts
The animal symbols in Potterdom are powerful pointers to Christian reality.

An excerpt from John Granger's Looking for God in Harry Potter posted 07/15/2005 09:30 a.m.

Looking for God in Harry Potter
by John GrangerTyndale House,144 pp.; $16.99

Books that are rich in symbolism necessarily support a Christian worldview. The difference between believers and atheists or agnostics is that the secular crowd does not believe that anything exists beyond what can be sensed or measured. Everything is a this-worldly quantity. Christians understand the world to be a shadow of the reality of its Creator and that this greater reality—God—is rightly the focus of our lives. Symbolic literature requires—and celebrates—this otherworldly perspective that magically undermines the worldly, atheistic, and materialist perspective of our times.

This explains, too, why books that are rich in specifically Christian imagery, and symbols are as powerful and popular as they are. Tertullian said that "all souls are Christian souls," and Augustine echoed him in writing that "our hearts are restless 'til they rest in Thee." Since we as human beings are designed for the Christian revelation, stories that retell the Great Story satisfy the longing we are hardwired to feel and answer.

Symbols of the animal kingdomFor most of us, the connection between an animal and its symbolic quality is pretty clear. A dog embodies and radiates the virtue of loyalty; a cat, feminine beauty and grace; a lion, power and majesty; an eagle, freedom; and a horse, nobility.
But the animals in Harry Potter are not your conventional domestic pets or zoo beasts. Rowling has a rich imagination and a special fascination for fantastic beasts; she has even written a Hogwarts "schoolbook," Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them, cataloging her favorites, A to Z. Are these products of her imagination symbols in the way eagles and lions are symbols?
Yes and no. No, I don't think a fictional lion (say, the one that occurs throughout the Potter books on the banners of Gryffindor House or the lion Aslan in Lewis's Chronicles of Narnia) has the same power to suggest "majesty" as a real lion on the savanna. One works through the sense of vision and the other through the imagination. But, yes, if the fictional beast is capably depicted, both contain the quality that makes the lion regal and stirs the heart.

Many of the animals in Harry Potter are Rowling's own inventions (although the Acromantula reminds Tolkien fans of the giant spider Shelob and of the den of spiders in The Hobbit). However, let's focus on traditional symbols from European literature because of the wealth of references that support the interpretation of their supernatural qualities. If there is a single giveaway of the Christian meaning in Harry Potter, it is in the uniform meaning of the symbols. The magical creatures and figures we will look at more closely are the griffin, the unicorn, the phoenix, the stag, the centaur, the hippogriff, and the red lion. Each is a traditional symbol of arts and letters used to point to the qualities and person of Christ.

The Griffin

I've found only one mention of a griffin per se in the Harry Potter books, and it is a detail mentioned in connection to Dumbledore's office. Professor McGonagall is bringing Harry there in Chamber of Secrets after he has been discovered next to the petrified forms of Justin Finch-Fletchley and Nearly Headless Nick: "Harry saw a gleaming oak door ahead, with a brass knocker in the shape of a griffin."

The griffin is described in Fantastic Beasts as having "the front legs and head of a giant eagle, but the body and hind legs of a lion."' It is an important symbol in the Potter series, though only mentioned once, because "Harry's House, Gryffindor, literally means 'golden griffin' in French (or is French for 'gold'). "So spell it Griffin d'or." As Harry is considered a "true Gryffindor" in Dumbledore's estimation, you can put a bet on there being great significance on the meaning of golden griffin for the identity of Harry Potter.

How does a beast that is half lion and half eagle symbolize Jesus Christ? Two ways. First, Christ is the God-man, so double-natured symbols are a natural match for him. More important, though, is that the two natures here are the lion and eagle. A beast that is half "king of the heavens" (eagle) and half "king of the earth" (lion) points to the God-man in his role as King of heaven and earth.

The Unicorn

Harry first meets a unicorn in the Forbidden Forest under the worst of conditions. The unicorn is dying or dead; Voldemort, as something like a snake, is drinking its blood, which "tonic" curses the drinker but keeps him alive. Unicorns pop up again in Ms. Grubberly Plank's and Hagrid's Care of Magical Creatures Classes.

I remember as a young boy being taken to the Cloisters, a New York museum of medieval art in an authentic castle brought stone by stone from Europe. The highlight of the trip was the tapestries—specifically the unicorn tapestries. The guide told us that the unicorn was the symbol of Christ preferred by the weavers of these giant pieces. Though I was a child of no special faith (or sensitivity), I was moved by the images of the unicorn being chased, captured, and resting its head on a virgin's lap.

A check in Strong's Concordance to the Bible reveals mentions of unicorns in the Old Testament books of Deuteronomy, Numbers, Job, Psalms, and Isaiah. [Translations other than the King James use wild ox for the Hebrew word, reem.] One Harry Potter guidebook comments that "these references, to some scholars, indicate that the unicorn is actually a symbol of Christ." Scholars of symbolism as diverse as Carl Jung and Narnia expert Paul Ford confirm this interpretation of the pure white animal whose single horn symbolizes the "invincible strength of Christ."

In Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone, the unicorn as a symbol of Christ is essential in understanding the meaning of the dramatic scene in the Forbidden Forest.
That the blood of the unicorn will curse those who drink it unworthily, and that it has life-giving power, echoes Paul's discourse on the unworthy reception of the Communion, which is the blood of Christ. When Firenze the centaur explains to Harry that anyone who selfishly drinks the life-saving blood of the unicorn is "cursed" from the moment the blood touches his lips, he does everything but treat 1 Corinthians 11:23-29 chapter and verse.

The Phoenix

My flat-out favorite beastie in Rowling's menagerie is Fawkes the phoenix, Dumbledore's pet. Harry meets him in Chamber of Secrets on a "dying day" when Fawkes bursts into flame and rises as a chick from his own ashes.

Given Fawkes's role in the defeat of the basilisk in Chamber of Secrets, Harry's draw with Voldemort in Goblet of Fire in the cage of phoenix song and light, and that Dumbledore's adult army in opposition to the Dark Lord is called the Order of the Phoenix, this symbol is central to any interpretation of the books or understanding of their power and popularity. How is the phoenix a symbol of Christ? In the Middle Ages the phoenix, because of its ability to "rise from death," was known as the "resurrection bird." Like the griffin, it was used in heraldic devices and shields to represent the bearer's hope of eternal life in Christ." A sure pointer to this symbolism comes in the climactic battle between Dumbledore and Voldemort in Order of the Phoenix. Voldemort has managed to get the drop on his headmaster nemesis and shoots out the death curse, Avadra Kedavra. Fawkes the phoenix dives between Dumbledore and certain death, swallows the death curse in his place, explodes into flames, and rises from the dead on the spot. The phoenix here, of course, portrays not only the resurrection of Christ but also his having intervened for us and taken the curse of death upon himself.

The Stag

Lupin and Black explain to Harry in the crucible of the Shrieking Shack that his father, James, was an animagus. Harry discovers later that night what form his father took: a majestic stag with a full rack of antlers. His nickname at school, Prongs, came from these antlers, which are the stag's weapon and defining characteristic. That Harry's Patronus likewise takes the shape of a stag gives this already powerful symbol even more importance.

Narnia fans recall that the Pevensie children in The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe only return to Earth from their Narnia kingdom because they pursue the White Stag into a thick wood. Lewis points to their search for Christ as the cause of their return, because Christ is to our world what Aslan is to Narnia. Paul Ford, in his encyclopedic Companion to Narnia, described the stag as "a beast, the quest of great hunting parties, who was said to grant wishes to his captors. Lewis, as a student of the Middle Ages, would know of the symbolism of the stag for Christ" (emphasis added.) Maybe you don't see how a big deer can link our world and the Christian creative principle.

It's simple, really. The power of the symbolism comes from the antlers. Just as the phoenix is the "resurrection bird" because it can rise from its own funeral pyre, so the noble stag is a symbol of regeneration because of the renewal of its antlers.

As J. E. Cirlot writes in A Dictionary of Symbols, "It's symbolic meaning is linked with that of the tree of life … inexhaustible life, and is therefore equivalent to a symbol of immortality … because of the resemblance of its antlers to branches. … Like the eagle and the lion, it is the secular enemy of the serpent … [and acts] as [one of the] mediators of heaven and earth. … In the West, during the Middle Ages, the way of solitude and purity was often symbolized by the stag, which actually appears in some emblems with a crucifix between its horns."

Given this correspondence, it is no accident that when Harry first sees the stag Patronus who saves him from the dementor's kiss—the living, soulless death worse than death—he sees it "as a unicorn." The stag in Harry Potter, like the unicorn, is a symbol for Christ.

The Centaur

Fawkes is great, but my favorite character in literature may be a centaur out of Narnia because of his last words. In The Last Battle, the centaur Roonwit—literally "he who knows the ancient languages"—reveals to King Tirian the signs that calamity is about to strike Narnia. The king sends him on a dangerous mission, and Roonwit is shot by the archers of invading Calormenes he has been sent to spy on. But he sends this edifying, otherworldly message as he expires: "Remember that all worlds draw to an end and that noble death is a treasure which no one is too poor to buy."

C. S. Lewis, renowned classicist and medieval scholar of Oxford and Cambridge, was certainly familiar with the conventional interpretations and uses of the centaur as symbol. His centaurs in the Chronicles of Narnia are often of this reveling type, but in Roonwit's case the centaur is heroic and sacrificial in service to the King. In Harry Potter, similarly, we have passionate centaurs and one heroic example, Firenze, who saves Harry from Voldemort in Sorcerer's Stone.

The centaur is first and foremost a symbol of man. It has the head and chest of a man and the body of a horse. The head and chest of a man are man's will, thought, and spirit; the horsey bottom is his desires or passions. The centaur is a comic picture of a man's dual nature as angel and beast. When man is right-side-up, his angelic part tells the horse desires what to do, as a rider directs a horse; when the beast is in control, however, the belly of the horse drags the chest and head where it wants like a runaway pony.

(Lewis, by the way, didn't see the horse, the centaur's driving part, as a passionate creature, but as the desires [or belly], in alignment and in service to will and spirit [chest and head], especially when hoisting a human rider. "For Lewis, the Centaur represents the harmony of nature and spirit," Ford writes. It represents the reconciliation "of our spiritual and physical nature.")

The heroic centaurs Roonwit and Firenze are both symbols of Christ because, as caricatures of men, they are also imaginative "images of God." Through these characters, Lewis and Rowling refer to a tradition that links a man on a passionate beast with heroic, sacrificial, and saving actions: Christ riding into Jerusalem in triumph on a donkey.

The traditional Christian explanation of why Christ rides in triumph into Jerusalem on a donkey rather than a noble steed is that he wanted to show the hosanna-shouting assembly on the sides of the road a three-dimensional icon or symbol of the obedient man. Thus the donkey (certainly a picture of willful, stubborn desire) serves his master, Spirit and God incarnate in cheerful obedience. Roonwit and Firenze give us this scriptural image of the God-man and the rightly ordered soul — another symbol of Christ.

The Hippogriff

I confess to initially thinking that Buckbeak the hippogriff was another one of Rowling's mythological innovations—and a hoot. I had certainly never heard of one. Turns out, it is the creation of a sixteenth-century Italian court poet named Ludovico Ariosto in his Orlando Furioso. The original hippogriff, of whom Buckbeak must be a descendant, is a griffin/centaur cross.

"Like a griffin, Ariosto's hippogriff has an eagle's head and beak, a lion's front legs, with talons, and richly feathered wings, while the rest of its body is that of a horse," Allan and Elizabeth Kronzek's guide to the Potter books explains. "Originally tamed and trained by the magician Atalante, the hippogriff can fly higher and faster than any bird, hurtling back to earth when its rider is ready to land." Cirlot describes the hippogriff as "a kind of supercharged Pegasus, a blend of the favorable aspects of the griffin and the winged horse in its character as the 'spiritual mount.'"

Hippo is the Greek word for "horse" (a hippopotamus is a "river-horse"), and griff takes us back to the griffin. A hippogriff, then, is a combination horse/lion/eagle, or a centaur with a lion/eagle "top." We have already learned how the griffin in Gryffindor is a symbol of Christ as King of heaven and earth. As a griffin/centaur, the hippogriff, too, suggests Christ's divine conquest of the passions, as evidenced by his donkey ride into Jerusalem.

Hagrid describes hippogriffs to his students as "proud," but they are not proud in the sense of conceit or vanity. They are great-souled and aware of their virtue, which the ignoble misunderstand (Hagrid loves them dearly; he knows!). The noble—even supernatural—Buckbeak in Prisoner of Azkaban pecks the disrespectful and shameless Malfoy, is persecuted by the godless Ministry, and is almost executed by the Death Eater McNair. He escapes death at the hands of a world that cannot understand him (and that chooses to hate and fear him) to serve as Sirius's salvation. As with the griffin's and centaur's double-natured symbols, Rowling uses the hippogriff as a symbol of Christ, the God-man.

The Red Lion

Narnia fans have told me they do see Aslan, Lewis's Christ figure from the Chronicles of Narma, in the Gryffindor House lion symbol. I think that is a reasonable link, especially in light of the symbolic meaning of Gryffindor and its opposition to the Slytherin serpent. This idea, however, hasn't been "lifted" from Lewis—the lion, and specifically the red lion, has been a symbol of Christ from the first century.

Saint John the Evangelist had no need to explain this usage in the book of Revelation: "Weep not: behold, the Lion of the tribe of Judah, the Root of David, hath prevailed" (Revelation 5:5, KJV). It is a theme of Christian literature and heraldic signs, consequently, throughout the Middle Ages. Lewis draws from this tradition both for Aslan (Persian for "lion") and Aslan's devotees in Narnia. Remember Peter's shield? "The shield was the color of silver and across it there romped a red lion, as bright as a ripe strawberry at the moment when you pick it."

The five Harry Potter books are full of alchemical imagery, and even if Lewis was unaware of it (the silver and red in Peter's shield makes me doubt his ignorance), we can assume Rowling knows what the "red lion" means to an alchemist. The "red lion" is the Elixir of Life coming from the philosopher's stone, the end result of the alchemical Great Work was a stone that produced the Elixir of Life (often called the red lion). This magical object, known as the philosopher's stone, gave its owner immortality (as long as the owner drank the elixir) and infinite wealth. Touching any leaden or base metal object to the Stone would make it turn to gold.

Historians of science, religion, and literature agree on very little, in my experience. However, they do agree that the philosopher's stone is a symbol of Christ. There isn't anything else in the world that promises eternal life and golden (that is, incorruptible or spiritual) riches except Christ, so the connection is transparent. The end product or aim of alchemy is life in Christ; English authors and poets of many centuries have used this symbol of Christ, consequently, to dramatize the search for an answer to death and human poverty of spirit. Harry Potter is no exception.

The Stone in the first Harry Potter book, in case we missed this point, is described as "blood red," a symbol of the blood of Christ received in Communion. The red lion, then, is still another symbolic point of correspondence between Christ and the world of Harry Potter.

Stacking symbols

Does it seem odd that there are so many symbols of Christ? There is a big difference between symbols and allegorical figures. Allegories are stand-ins or story translations of a worldly character, quality, or event into an imaginative figure or story. There can be only one figure representing the other, consequently, or it's difficult to translate; I cannot have two Hitler figures if I'm writing an allegory of the Second World War, or the allegory fails.

Symbols, in contrast, can be stacked up. If I am telling a fantasy story with a Christian message, I can include characters and beasties and events that all point to the various qualities, actions, and promises of Christ. If the symbols correspond with these qualities, even if they are not consciously understood as Christ symbols, they open us up to an imaginative experience of those supernatural qualities. A variety of these symbols woven into a story that itself echoes the Great Story will powerfully stir the soul because the heart is made by God to be receptive to this message. Our soul radios are always tuned to the frequency of the message.

The Harry Potter stories, in their formulaic journeys that end every year with love's triumph over death in the presence of a Christ symbol, find their power and popularity in the resonance they create in our hearts. We connect with them because they point toward the Truth Myth that saves us. The gospel has rarely, if ever, been smuggled into the hearts and minds of readers so successfully and profoundly.

Saying Goodbye

Here's another devotional entry from the JesusFreakHideout site, by J. M. Farro :) It's really nice and I wanted to share it to all of you :) Hope you get struck as I did :)

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"Simply put, if you're not willing to take what is dearest to you, whether plans or people, and kiss it good-bye, you can't be My disciple." Luke 14:33 MSG

This past summer, my husband, Joe, and I decided that we should let our ducks, Lily and Larry, have babies. We hoped that allowing Lily to have a family might spare her from the laying problems that our previous female ducks had suffered. Things didn't go quite as well as we had expected. When the ducklings arrived, Lily was hostile toward them, and we ended up having to keep them in our house. For two weeks, we devoted countless hours to their care. And we began to form a bond with them, and they with us. Joe and I both agreed that it was time to take them to a nearby farm that was happy to care for them. As much as it hurt us to part with "our babies," we knew it was the right thing to do, and we had a deep-down peace about it.

Jesus said, "If you're not willing to take what is dearest to you, whether plans or people, and kiss it good-bye, you can't be My disciple." (Luke 14:33 MSG) I've learned that there are times when the Lord asks us to choose between Him, and people and things we love. In this case, He was asking me to give up my ducklings. When He first started dealing with me about it, I began trying to justify my keeping them by telling myself that they wouldn't be so time-consuming as they got older. Then I'd come to my senses and admit to myself that they had to go. At one point, I came up with a plan to give all the ducklings away, except one. I discovered that the smallest one belonged to a rare breed, and I began to rationalize my keeping him alone. But after seeking the Lord about it, He made me realize that partial obedience is actually disobedience, and I made up my mind once and for all that I was going to obey God.

As believers in Christ, we are anointed by the Holy Spirit to do difficult things with an inner peace and joy. Well-meaning people may say, "How can you do that? It's going to be so hard for you!" When I'm faced with these situations, one of the first things I do is to claim God's promise in Philippians 4:13 (TLB), which says, "I can do everything God asks me to with the help of Christ who gives me the strength and power." God is not going to call us to give up something we care about and then say, "Good luck--you're on your own! Just do the best you can!" He and His divine enablement are going to be with us every step of the way. Scripture says: "Be strong in the Lord [be empowered through your union with Him]; draw your strength from Him [that strength which His boundless might provides]." (Ephesians 6:10 AMP) Those of us who walk in close fellowship with the Lord will have continual access to the supernatural strength and power that our union with Him provides. Not only that, but we will have His supernatural comfort, too. Jesus said, "I will not leave you comfortless; I will come to you." (John 14:18 KJV) God's presence in our lives gives us comfort, especially when we ask for it. When I'm feeling the pain of loss or disappointment, I don't hesitate to say, "Lord, I'm hurting now, and I really need You to comfort me in a big way." God is not going to hesitate to comfort us when we are suffering as a result of trying to please Him.

Once we say goodbye to the things that the Lord asks us to leave behind, it's important that we don't look back or dwell on what we've lost. Jesus said, "No one who puts his hand to the plow and looks back [to the things behind] is fit for the kingdom of God." (Luke 9:62 AMP) Looking back will hinder our moving forward. The Lord always has better things waiting for us up ahead, and that's what we must focus on. In situations like these, I like to recall the wise words I once heard a godly man say: "Always look at what you have left. Never look at what you have lost." This enables us to have an "attitude of gratitude," which Scripture says is our responsibility as believers. "Thank [God] in everything [no matter what the circumstances may be; be thankful and give thanks], for this is the will of God for you [who are] in Christ Jesus." (1 Thessalonians 5:18 AMP) If we are honest, we'll admit that we can always find something to be grateful for in every situation. What is the Lord asking you to say goodbye to today? Whatever it is, rest assured that once you leave it behind, you will be richly rewarded by a loving and grateful God!

Lord, show me if there are any things in my life that You want me to let go of at this time. Give me a keen awareness of how You've equipped me to separate myself from things and people that are hindering my walk with You. Thank You that as I press on to do Your will, You will lead me into the awesome plans and purposes You have in store for me!

Monday, October 03, 2005

Learning from Eustace

It has been a moment of conversions for me the past few weeks. First I was turned from a pop-loving and r&b-grinding gal to a, well not really hardcore, rocker, to the delight of Lani and Zyza who, underneath their bubbly and lost facades, are ultimate rockers. I have also been turned into a Chronicles of Narnia fan, having borrowed the set from Lani. It is a loveable book, a children's book that captures the hearts of the young and young at heart.

After reading The Magician's Nephew, I was planning to do reflective entries about each book, what struck me and what I learned about it. But it was really hard for me to concentrate on one particular lesson. They were all good reminders, but nothing really struck struck me as much as th eone I will write about today.

It took me to the fifth book, The Voyage of the Dawn Treader, to finally get that striking that I was looking for. And it was really a striking part, both the imagery and the implication. No, it wasn't really an implication as much as a sharing of Lewis' own experience.

(For those who haven't read the book, I apologize for the spoilers that will appear on this entry. It is worth the read though, so I encourage you to read the books)

It was this part of the voyage when King Caspian, Lucy, Edmund, their cousin Eustace and the whole crew docked into a deserted island in hopes of shelter and replenishing their provisions, as well as repairing the ship. Since Eustace was being a big pain in the rear, he went away from the rest to rest and avoid the work. When he woke up he saw himself in an unknown valley, where there is a dying dragon. Upon the dragon's death Eustace sought refuge in the dragon's empty cave, only to find that it wasn't as empty as he thought. There was the dragons treasure: jewels, precious gems, gold coins. Greed overcame him and he planned of taking some of the treasure for himself, even wearing one of the bracelets he found. He fell asleep, only to wake to a new him: he was transformed to a dragon. As a dragon, Eustace realized that it was best to help his friends with whatever he can in his present form, eventually earning the friendship of the crew.

One night Edmund woke up to see a shadow approaching their ship. He eventually discovered it was his cousin Eustace, transformed back to his human form, although he seems more than just a boy. Then Eustace told him how he was changed back.

(This is the part that gave me goosebumps)

While he was sleeping and crying in the woods a great big Lion approached him and asked him what's wrong. Then he recounted his story and asked if there's any way he can be transformed back to being a boy. The Lion, Aslan, the creator of Narnia himself, told him to "undress" himself and dip in the pool of water nearby. Thinking that dragons might be related to other reptiles that shed skin, he sratched himself until all his scales were removed, then he took a dip in the pool. But when he got out he saw himself full of sclaes again. He tried to do the same thing twice more, until Aslan told Eustace to let Him do the undressing. And Aslan peeled away all the dragon hide of eustace, a painful but also pleasurable feeling, until he was just a tender lump of flesh, as delicate as a newborn child. Then the soft paws of Aslan carefully put Eusatce in the water and he was transformed back to his human form. Then Aslan gave Eustace new clothes. Eustace was a boy again, but not quite.

How many times have we stumbled and fallen down, and vowed that we will never commit the same mistakes again? And how many times did we still go back doing those very mistakes, despite all our resolutions and promises? It is hard to change ourselves through our own efforts. To do such a change needs a monumental power that can penetrate the layers of impurity and sin in our lives. Being human beings, we are limited. Our powers are limited. And because of our nature, it is impeccable that we turn back to our old ways that easily. It's like sailing on a nice sunny day then a storm comes that rattles our boat and no matter how hard we row so that the waves won't take us away, we still get taken away coz we don't have a strong anchor to hold us to the ground.

How can we have change in ourselves and be assured that this time we won't be going back to the same wayward ways we used to live? How can we shed our skins, hides even, and be clothed in new clothes that really show our true nature: that which is in likeness of God?

Simple. Let God do it for us. In a way, like a kid dependent on his yaya to clean and dress him up for school, so should we be dependent on God to cleanse us and give us new clothing. That's what He wants from us anyway, to be dependent on Him for all our needs, to surrender our everything to Him, and have faith and trust in Him when he leads us to where He wants us to be or what He wants us to do. When we have done that, only then can He come in the picture, remove our hides of sin and dress us in robes of His glory.

Easier said than done, you say. It takes a lot of faith and trust. You can't always have certainty in every action you take. Here is where the leap of faith enters. St. Paul said that "the fundamental fact of existence is that this trust in God, this faith, is the firm foundation under everything that makes life worth living. It's our handle on what we can't see. The act of faith is what distinguished our ancestors, set them above the crowd. By faith, we see the world called into existence by God's word, what we see created by what we don't see." (Hebrews 11: 1-3, The Message) If we can't trust God with something called our lives, what's the purpose of our existence here? He's the one who made us, why can't we trust the Maker of knowing his creation well?

I pray that you take time to sit down and think about it. Don't worry, you are not alone. There is always someone whom you can ask about the faith and of Christ, if you have questions. God's love for us is too big a thing to be kept to ourselves. Hey, "ask and you shall receive," Jesus said. He'll give you the answers you're looking for, He's the only answer :)